i miss...

i miss you like waterfalls miss the north pole.

dreamed i was in a test, didnt even finish it and the teacher gave me 1/2 hour extra
then a lesbian threw a knife into my bros back
we got into a fight...
they lost their rental place,,, i won without killing them and my bro was ok

ok giant sand spiders, logging road to kyuquot is being developped crushed gravel... red gravle get attacked by a great white in the bay with two small children in the raft... i break its nose and crush its head, inside its head are peas and carrots?
i use a shovel and go surfing.. cute rich chics ask if im rich i answer"im poor as sawdust" then i go surfing on sawdust theres a really beautiful water fall i want to get to but its being developed, down the hill, see a giant spider, notice a looot off company coffee mugs... seems theyve beens losing emploees for a while and never mentioned it i crawl inside a van to escape...

in a train station pizza .. piza turns into a blob that tries to eat me
i sell everything ,,, and the train stops running which saves mywife
married to some snall lil girl ...think shes a lawer
see carman sandiago running up the stairs.. she shoots twice...
some gut died

lottery center sweater with a back folded cuff
change paying for library books ... heather bucket of loonies
big oak doors ruching around
finding abandoned pop in a supermarket
wrist bands for a free draw ... i grabbed a handful... someone swiped like half

ok this mornign had 3 different dreams... not really solid on them, one had this like tankers that connected forming a pentagon, it had cars shipping
there was this guy and i who got abord one of the tankers to penetrate the defenses
another had this gold mine up amois inlet, everyone knew about it, no one wanted to go there i remember thinking i was a lil big for it, small shaft, and i was going to have to make it bigger. third one had 3 girls who wanted to have sex with me, first one was rather large and easy to please, second was a little more annoying ,didnt get around to the third one

i was at a dance, looked over and saw muz, she was on a stage dancing alone, i went over and danced with her, and she smiled, and i smiled, the stage was about 6 feet higher than the rest of the people were dancing, then of course, my alarm went off and i woke up... but whatever

nov 20 2010

sooo there was a huge convention, gun with toonies in the end of it looked like barbells choclate with french fries in em
mafia guys at an italian resteraunt
printed off something for school, several hundred pages,
at kens house... lil upset, went down to the dock, got an email from ken
"thanks for not hanging around the house, everything is going smoothly now because of that" felt mildly insulted,... but whatever
the meeting was at 6 o clock but the other guy was there at 4 o clock
i had a inflatable boat, andrew was swimming after me to catch up, he'd pull himself into the boat... i'd tip him out
thne drive off sooo slow
the motor was like a swamp boat motor....long thin shaft propeller on the end, only this one also had one mid way.
i was supposed to meet a girl someplace on an island... didnt happen with andrew goofin off
at the convention i was asked where to find X i hadnt seen it up to that point so i pointed them down the road in the direction i was going,,, then went to galen n dotsa house` dot was in the shower so i told galen to wish her well, and headed off```thats when i found the email prrint out on the dock.

old burgendy computter cross between tape drive and a generator
has a seg and a wireless flexibble keybord...powersaws
borrowed a bc ferry to take home a boat to prove salvage rights
planning on doing brain surgery with files, complete confidence
weird electrical

flying

pirate zombie crew very specific curse i fel around there were a couple kids
there was this school where some wheelchair was in water over rocks andrew fell out n hit his knee, was quite disappointing that i had no difficulty manouvering
saw muz, she didnt say much so i carried on

so flying, ate soggy gobstoppers, flew up and around couldnt stop or really controll my flight i noticed i could feel branches...i guess i knew it was a dream cause i was wondering if i would be able to

this shipp attacked, the other ship attacked back, ropes over the side and ``

at the school thig big guy was rifiling my locker... he's taken the lid off the top
he was huge, and blond, i beat the crap out of him, non of his friends tried to help, when i turend aroun they were all in my locker, i banged a few more heads

me and this orphanage ( i carried this one lil girls pack cause her caregivver had made it too heavy ) went to this house where the orphanage had insulted a writer
we all had to sit down and say thank to you to unclock it

13-nov 2010

theselil buhhda houses .... antiorior proximaldistal
then i fif perenial care and 12 various sied rats and mive ran down the drain
the rat and one large mouse both had twisted noses

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someone wants me to sue them for the tv



i travel out to alberta again to meet karen
go to a kareokee bar, this guy asks about bikes.. aluva sudden theres all this motorbike talk, ending with a wooden pick





3 guys kill each other, politicians,

you dont get it do you? i've been saying louise is right all along




vampire shauna-lee and other classmates? but they arent gloing to be drinking.... just sipping
i have this 4'th state of heart where i turn to stone..
theres an undersea travelling meathod whereby its a lot faster but waaay down where thers lots of pressure
earthquakes

theres this plane ki and i are going to be on, gave advice about going to the moon
this mouse is running up and down the inside of a circular tower someone chasing on the stairs, mause uses treat bones like a snowboard, pulls a little pile of stuff runs and runs, then uses wax to write an importaint message
that must reach the king, but the king is evil she wants it to reach the wizard without the king knowing, the wizard is off with his apprentice who falls in the water and gets mad so she casts a 2 inch fireball at the wizard
then realizes that was just his reflection
poem about the rain

its raining with the rain comes ....
with the sun comes "moist wet flowers" and "seeds nice, its raining!"

haloween after

so this rocky field throwing a ball for teh dog, sun's hot so i went by a building for shade, this girl comes by and is throwing a ball for her dog, zoey tossess her ball at teh other dog and goes to romp, they play, the girl and i aretalking and we are in this big forest, i tell her i;m a writer, about politics? she asks what i do when i need to write about muslims, i tell her i go straight to the source, meaning muz.
e go among trees and the root structures are deep, she invites me out to dairy queen for ice cream.
some guy from years ago finds the house i live. using the word stage?
i shoo him off, we are busy preparing to do something for maggie, she has an extra little finger on the knuckles on her left hand, theres a medical procedure spelled out in the book there, the book has a whole bunch, it tells us to make her swallow a cloth soaked in something, i massage her extra knuckles grinding them into ... then take her stomach in my hands and prepare to do an incision,

haloween morning

ok lets see... i found a buncha 20 and 5 doller bills on a beach in the tideline
there was my boss and his boss in a clothing optional swim race, aparently one gained a bit of an advantage by... pantsing the other
there was a horse... a loft,
a rock where flowers grew, a girl and her younger sister went up a side trail... i went straight and met them later
there was large machinery on the road i had to pass on my scooter
no girls specificly, i didnt fly, no water driving
the swimming was in a wide ditch
there was a sub plot where two people went down a grain field

perpetua motion

dreamed about the seg device
and water vs air as a .. filler
perpetual motion machines must be 1.0000% load bearing?
there was this other device that was rollers under preasure against each other... dont ask me how thats a perpetual motion machine?
maybe crystals?

oct 15

ok so
i dreamed i got a couple kitties, one orange, one black n white ... calico
i gave the orange one to robin, under the understanding i would take care of it for her
underwater hospital
i was in this sleeve... saw this stuff, red air hose washing ashore, i gathered it up and pout it at the top of this pile.
giant diamond, uncut, guy cut it, someone else borrowed it copied it n replaced it
broken glass, lost languages.

oct 14

dreamed i was a warrior in a game, like wow, but different, i had no gear, so i opened this chest
instantly had a sword, shield and helmut on, not a second too soon
i was attacked by a warrior, no match for me,. i quickly overpowered him and gained the upper hand...
while fighting i made my way to another chest, this one had a shorter sword, the shild was leather, the length of the arm, instant gear switch then i grabbed my opponent and threw him
fighting with THIS stuff was natural as breathing, no ungainly movements... wasted energy,
so i started down field to the opponents area. i went back and forth preparing defenses on both sides of the field, hung straight wooden tree trunks, back to the pirate ship, i buried one door and strew trash over it so they wouldn't think it was a door, then fortified the other

oct 13

diving in a storeroom, the water ends at the door, after i take my gear off i use the fins to fly around
the other dream had me at this clique tramponine run around 3 walled room, then i started runnin on the walls to reach nexxt level
there was something to do with boats, juna, and a beach house...

texting in the rain

I'm lying here bleeding by teh side of the road
you said "don't go this time" well, i should have knowd
my pride got in the way as i went out to my bike
cranked the engine and sped off into the night

i should have stayed, i know it now
i would be there still
by your side, not lying here, and bleeding
while texting in the rain

i love you dear, i know you know
but just this once, i had to go
fate she comes, and takes whats hers
this time, she came for me

i should have stayed, i know it now
i would be there still
by your side, not lying here, and bleeding
while texting in the rain

my thumbs cant find the keys
but i want you bad to know
i loved you till i breathed my last
but it was my time to go

i should have stayed, i know it now
i would be there still
by your side, not lying here, and bleeding
while texting in the rain

my life was made, by you better
this rain it makes, me much wetter
your love i take, and with it i
am not lonely, as i die

dreamed my lil bro got to skate with other kids at an opening
cerimonies for hockey... he cant skate and dint want
to say no so he broke the skate blates off and tied
them to the sides of his shoes.. because ah ha! no one will
notice that he's NOT MOVING GRACEFULLY hehehe

got bit a lot by dogs had a chase over country fields
saw steve, big party, after the party...3 dogs one got locked
in a fence but he's bite every time i ran throguh
got the dog to bite his master see how he liked it
rotten eggs

karen and mel, house, sorta just fell, mel picked me up
i think i stole a ring karen left on the bed..

22 dreamed of vamps and werewolves tryna kill me and changing
the moon
dreamed i went to muzzies school, found 2 silver pennies
and a weird coin, some kids were talking to me
`n i couldn't find muz

and i was dating this baby? the baby was wearin a blue
diaper cause it was a boy... and didnt want to tell me

dreamed i was on the phone with charline
shot three guys while

playing with a seg device
.22 cal handgun, didnt work properly, phone rang...

bomb loans?

a man walks into a bank with a briefcase and asks to speak to the manager
he tells the manager he has a time sensitive opportunity and would like to take out a loan... the loan is to invent a machine to disperse a certain type of bomb, such as the one in the briefcase, which, while not likely to improve humanity, should certainly improve the lives of those in the immediate vicinity.
the bank manager approves the loan, the man opens the briefcase, displays it to now be empty, stating that the loan has created a time traveling bomb desposal device which has dispersed the bomb, the man then walks out of the bank whereupon he is arrested for fraud,
he states the money he borrowed exists as much as his bomb did, ...
they take his loan away from him, arrest him, and immediately the bomb reappears and blows up
if the bomb didnt exist, then the duress wasnt there, if it did, he had a right to withdraw the loan.

if the bomb existed and he got arrested, mmmm its an interesting theory...

why not ask to borrow 12 billion dollars to disperse a bomb that may or may not exist? shodringers cat?!

so i was playing in the ocean me and this little boy
he was trying to swim up to me...every time he'd
get close id dissappear beneath the waves
i was having a bits n pieces conversation with his
mother, then this huge wave came in massive, i snatched him
him and took him to safety, his real dad was on the beach
didn't care, his mom was swimmin, didn't care...
it occured to me.. i was ok with being a dad.
even if the kid wasn't mine... and i didn't realize
i was ready to grab him for safety at any moment's ntice

tall building, stolen dogfood, prisoners, a prison matron
who plays them against each other, escape onto a dock
a madician , ex-con kills 3 people the last tries to curse him
he sees it as not a curse, and carries on his merry way
sexytime with a girl top of building

19
worked as an assasin, climbing in an old building
set a fellow assasin t her death
spiders sawcuts roof
flood dogs sharing hotdogs, spidersence clown
file handles on a lathe

spaceship sent to moon
got there for some reason the book sengt with had beeen
chopped up and words rearanced ti form a message
sounded friendly
there was something to do back on earth...

dreamed i grabbed my bike and headed out for alberta
i was trying to contact charline, dropped by DQ
erin was there having problems with staff and store
i drove up this hill
i was staying in a little shack i could just drive into
it was in a parking lot that reminded me of where i grew up

sept 6 2010

i dreamed my older sister and i were driving to vegas in a truckwe stopped to shop in a mall
then trouble happened. a slut took a liking to me
i was staring at words on a wall which seemed to change every time i read them, vey hard to get what they meant
she puts her drink next to mine... i leave, after a few she follows.
sis is driving... there cmight have been gunfire cause no hse is driving like a crazy person
the cops pull us over... she is driving down the bwrong road on the highweay
the cop wont listen to mer... thinks i switched laceas

imagine a cat...

imagine q cat, only not so much hair, and no face ... two eyes.. betseen which lies the hole... and from the hole.. 8 little tenltecles or feelers splashed accross the face,
theese non-cats are very popular pets... only they die... for no visible reason
i'd swear i called out "no toast" twice but pthe first btime i hadnt woken up
tunnels undersea, giant inflated baloon
muzina, only she had a deformity...? i couldn't see it, still looked beautiful to meunderwater.. little dolphin thing
helmut
when he discovered i could swim without my mask he got very excited,.. i thought he was trying to drown me
the queen came by... i tryed so hard i ripped the balolown
followed the dolphin dog, we went
we came to this cave with a stinging jellyfish, it had a note Attached so you knew it was a swinging one
we decided we'd let it passroller things under my arms, muzina brought them to ... wake me up?
but the ones she brought were too small.. i needed bigger ones

19-08-2010

dreamed we rode out to thetis, a guy spelled ouck "fuck" with the last letter being a `combination with a j
3:30 19/08/2010

field of lilacs. ecxo friendly
laura...?
kids are putting small goods in back pocketzs of customers then using the
distraction when the alarm goes off

detective pulls me aside and searches me anyhow
when he goes home he talks to a woman on the phone
while lying next to his wife... who's awake


i wanna give you poo bears i wanna give huggses
i wanna give you poo bears

27-08-2010

hmmm it seems i remeembered this dream at the cost of a poss
possible next
but... worth remembering
kyuqot changes to a body of water,,, island in the air....
say 100 feet up, held there by rock
i land a plane, a segmented snakey plane, sticks and plastic
in thee middle.. then jump off, my plane segiments snap into place
as i straighten out, then .. before i hit water
i flatten out and pull out of a nose dive
theres a wooden structure i helped carve..or hack
i point out a piece i hacked and they suddenly
insist its stone, because ... its female... and
male carvings are wood, so if its a female it MUST be stone

wunderlies, stuffed flying animal
captain of a shipping compnypaper to prove... paper looks like money
crew building a boat
big igloo, red hot stove
entire family...firewood piled against the stove
clockword girl fixes boy... he's normal
proposed to muz in a letter/.
taught yoga ..twisted like pretzle

26-08-2010

soldr ant vs queen
bug flew in my ear
went lucid
boat in front of rolston, castle on rolston
lady bug waved and was the bug i met yesterday


spot of bugs on the roof..
realized dreaming 2 tiems
cards
winning hand with 3 10s 2 aces
black queen a jack and others
jumping around on garbage dumpsters
pinecones in fires
girls with bows, i found several arrows
they seemed to be trying to kill me
car worth double its price
axe to a washing machine
trashed the house of a murdering family trying to win some game
their island was just off the group of islands in which the g
game was playes
2 sided miror, 2 identical booths
guys being more like themselves in the mirrors

22-08-2010

dreamed canada was under attacksaw 4
7 troop transports 3 destroyers
i was the firt warning all i could do
was yell at the top of my lungs
slowly the ships i was with woke up
i went over the side... and started
swimming in, on my way in i found a rope..
being dragged to shore by a lady
there was a burnt out shell of a boat from
the last war, this lady attached the rope to the door
then cleared out of the way so the tug
could pull it open.
i went looking for a rifle so i could join
the resistance
some sick guy was abusing a girl
he went to "see" her but for some reason... just left
i had this hairbrush while i was listening...
it was broken, yellow, her parents knew he was
abusing her
fish on the beach like a crab leg finger cutter
moving out of an apartment with a huge amout of stuffed animals
tehre was some hacking stuff giong on, and a tv studio
i had a very small laptop, a good laptop and a handheld
the stuffies were hobbs a giant tigger elephANT
a red bear... the soft 3 dye red
i found a loonie then put all the stuffied down and looked for money
the i left the aparment and realize i haz no stuffies
there was earlier dream where i was at a party with this girl wearing bizzare
outfits... lots of masks a hat with two eyeholes above the
brim two people went to the kitchen to get booze and when i went to find them
they were having sex
i was going to give this one girl a ride home...
she left and started walking towards my bike,
then i followed, it was raining... i was wearing my
poncho, i hunched overand passed these two girls
then i was beside this floating boatshed and inside
there were a bunch of fake sharks, oh, and real shark
about the size of jaws, some fbi guy was trying to catch him
i decided not the place for me and started up this walkway
the walkway was 12 feet wide and concrete.

18-08-2010

ok so theres this guy who can tap the side of a raging furnace
and make it calm like a gentle
breaze a field by my first house, i date this girl who brings along another guy shes dating to save time
talking with dream characters about learning to dream... luca meathod

gah!

so i was writing along...wups i mean dreaming,
the world i was in had... this plauge where you get a sliver in your eye..then symptoms lik yellow fever,, then die
and it must be true cause i asked a starving man while holding a piece of bacon
apparently food was precious there
anyho there was a fight...
this guy put 3 sticks of dynamite in plain view, in a basket... then taunted the kings men
they rushed forawd, one took the fuse out...ahhhh but there was another stik not seen 2 steps after that, and the the step beyond, and hen 3 more steps again...
it was like the guy planned it knowing every move in advance
anyhow somewhere along this i found a book and tardted reading it
it was an author read only book telling you step by step what to do with your life when
the book had a title, "Bune" who seems to be a 3 headed dragon of anchient lore...

dreams in the afternoon 24/06/2010 4:30

energy crisis, army going around a city thats burning spreading what looks like oil on every bit of fire to stop it, sailors vs. soldiers, i create a device that expands teh center of the earth, the president orders it built and sends it on its way,
meanwhile.... space exploration... i'm sent off to the stars for some reason...

ok here's one...

ok so... button on a string, take that idea... when you have it moving, snap the center so the string is no longer attached, then move all the weight to the center
obviously not practical in a gravity field....
(two rockets... pointed so the flames dont burn the string... both pull a pre-wound string so the spacestation starts moving... then they cut the string....?)

for fun, 1 foot wide round piece of plywood, two razor blades set up where bicycle forks end... set your dick carefully to spinning fast then when the top of the spin is rolling away from you "chop" the string downwards on to the rope so the plywood disk is set loose at speed... please do not point at humans!

bike wheel ?

so i was waking up and thinking about merry-go rounds
4 kids who "pump" it can make it go faster than one adult standing on the outside and spinning the edges... its easy! you just go out... the all pull in... pulling in is pretty hard cause...it is
anyhow the thought crossed my mind "what if you did that with a bike wheel?" if you could pull all the weight on the outside of a tire to the center thn let it go out... pull in... ect,
how fast could you make the bike go? whats the top speed for the equation?
for that matter... how the heck do you DO such an equation...

Iout = Itorso + ½(2marm)r²arm + ½mleg = 3.6 kg m² ?
apparently the equation can be found in terms of a figure skater doing a spin

Angular Momentum Conservation
Angular momentum characterizes an object's resistance to change in rotation. The basic idea is the same as with linear momentum: moving things like to keep moving, and to change their motion we have to apply a force. If no force is present, then momentum doesn't change, ie. it is conserved. In the case of rotation, the force is called torque: when, for example, you pull the string on a top, you are applying a torque to make it speed up. Its angular momentum increases. It slows down after being released due to frictional torque. A spinning figure skater has a nearly frictionless contact with the ice, and there is little net torque on her body. Her angular momentum is nearly conserved.

Rotational Inertia
For straight-line motion, inertia is mass. For rotational motion, it's a bit more involved. It's harder to make a given mass rotate around an axis that it's far from than one that it's close to. The rotational inertia, or moment of inertia, I, of a single mass m rotating a distance r around an axis (like a planet around the Sun or a rock on a string) is given by

I = mr²
Note that rotational inertia increases as the square of the distance from the axis: if you double the distance of a mass from the axis of rotation, you quadruple the rotational inertia. This is why such a minor change such as a skater's leg position has such a huge effect on her rotational speed.

Rotational Speed
The other parameter of rotational motion is rotational speed, or angular velocity, . This is the rate of rotation, expressed in radians/sec, revolutions/minute (RPM) and other units. A complete rotation is 2 radians, so one revolution per second is an angular velocity of 2 rad/s.

Angular Momentum
Armed with rotational inertia and angular velocity, we can write the expression for angular momentum, L:

L = I
So, if angular momentum is conserved, and one factor like I changes, the other factor ( in this case) must change to compensate.



GAH!! ok so i don't understand the math behind this at all, still, designing a small push pull action for a weight on a sproket shouldn't be too hard right?

january 23, 2007 8:17

Hockey game, rink being used by skaters, Zamboni comes out and skaters clear off, we join the stands, it starts hailing we hold seat backs over our heads to keep it off i ask for a root beer, game over, i ask Amy if she wants to go to a bar
Suzanna is plating with a stuffed dog, Gregory game it to her, it has a red warning light on its back to warn her to stop thinking about Fred whenever she does think about him. Fred seems to have caused her some anguish in the past and Gregory, an English psychiatrist has trained her to ignore her fears rather than face them

december 18 2006 / 8:21 am

this dream happened in kyuquot, i saw my cat, found 2$ under the walk and nearly got my head squished getting it, chenny was there with a hurt paw, pixel had found a mate, one of ginger's sons
(pixel is a cat, ginger was "the" original cat in my family life) found a fishing rod out by witch rock (theres a ancient native legend behind that rock, imagine a 40 foot high 10 feet wide then 30 long rock, attached to the ground, but ... its FLAT all around it... like a giant rock toe or something) i started fishing there were 7 lures on the line (illegal, unless you are native)
it was a fly casting ro, my Father built a bridge to the reserve, they were talking of building a disco bowling alley, someone got kidnapped by someone who had a lot of extra parachutes.
the misty river needed a new bow-line, by witch rock there was a game of basketball, very ironic since the rocks are unsuited for it...

feb 14 2007 5:40 am

HUGE scaffolding structure needs 1 more set of scaffolding extensions, we are off to get 2x4's HUGE white dog with gleaming silver eyes, many little dogs, my bro's typewriter, tent poles keep jumping out, i show them how to use a paper clip to keep the tent pole in place
i throw stuff to get the dog pack to run off but the silver eyed dog just stares at me, intelligently not challenging me on my own ground. earlier a guy wants to decide if i am native to kyuquot or a spy he takes me close to shore then pushes me into ankle deep water, a girl is diving out by the dock, 10 feet down she unscrews a light bulb, then goes back to her room, a devil is on the loose, someone prys up paving stones and replaces them with "holy" paving stones to give him hot-foot when he crossess them

february 16 /2007

two of my brothers and i are at grandma's house "picking" wives on bro picks a girl who has a child, the next bro picks one, the girl i was thinking of picking (Sonya?) is already 5taken, i tell my brothers i really am the one who won, cuz i don't have chains, I go upstairs and i grab my pack and try to decide what to take with me, too many books earlier i was doing olympic sports, i ran on an indoor sloped area

/17 / feb /2007
leah and her bro, i gave her a shoulder massage, dreamed i was moving to alkberta then back to bc

/18 /feb /2007

dreamed brad and i were friends again, (it was an afternoon dream)

/20/feb/2007

Dreamed of pirate gold, girl and a guy were trying to outsmart me

date unknown

Floor with a shifting pattern beneath glass, i dreamed i woke up and wrote the dream down however i seem not to have. the room was long and the door i wanted to get to was at the other end of the room with a red light leading the way.
Bad mustard, fluorescent apple juice, slices of tomatos 2 girls huge room monkey face gloves, care my scooter no more help from paint baller dream on thanksgiving Girl, Pie, alarm (sophia?) Sonya car that flies, healing animals / people get on the ferry with a bike

blog 1,

hi, so... i have a book of dreams i've recorded upon waking over the past few years,
i'd just turn till i found a blank page in the book, then write, i'd usually be groggy too,
the dreams are non-sequential, and due to interest in my imagination, i thought i'd put em online... supposing some author comes accross them and uses any ideas, i would like credit, and to be notified... i would be pleased to find my imagination put to use.., thank you.